Damn Delusion

Sunday,
November 20, 2011

7:39 PM

I jitter jab grip
the handle and turn the knife again. It starts the car and memory flashes like
tail lights flickering.

I’m a brass ensemble
heavy on the lower tones.

Resonating thunder
themes until the lightning strikes.

You need a crash and
crater bottom catalyst, a dark horse capable of bucking wild and biting the
hand that sugar cubes.

I wonton inferno
rally I. The volcanic gestures of consolidated effort. Arrow tip point of
consciousness, I’m a vector of my best intentions.

Direction and
magnitude. I really do hiss through the stratosphere, I’m reading sketches set
signs as symbols of my own introspection.

Honesty don’t cut it
if you won’t ask the questions. Gotta be proactive actually dissecting nested
knotted actions.

It’s impressive long
term plans unfolding at the faithless intervention of your own self deception.
Rise up godless primitive, and be self-imbued, or ain’t you  an armor plated ace in blue?

I wrestle
rain-coated with you wet winded storms swirl our coat tails as the gust bluster
weather wiping water from our faces.

I settle sighing to
myself in the mirror. It stands to reason that I’m leaving my existential if’s
and or’s to bear fruit, if the sun’s going to shine, why not proto-synthesize
creations?

So I’m click clack
weave threads into the execution. It simulates the inch by inch appreciation of
the stimulated thinkers, it toys with our ideas and takes it for a tinker, hack
slash and thirst for altering our investigation.

Blunder younger than
the number. Tally count the occurrence of your better wonder of the emerging.
Surge freely like the river fiercely meeting rocky stones to erode continuous
circuit is the method and throughput is the goal.

Idolize the
demonization of grace. Exalt the release of breathe from your lungs, worship
respiration, inhale Zen fumes from your environments karmic engine.

Wield the infidels
zeal for distinction, his appeal to un deified instincts.  His precision of blasphemed details lets a
woman drive a car and governs justice in retail.

But function like a
flower blooming daily resting just as often.